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This was the most eventful month of this year. This is what my journey is all about. I wanted to address some of the things that were a major concern for me and it was scary. This month was the month I focused on the part of my health that followed by a failed tubal ligation. I was pregnant after my daughter Reese. I have kept that as a part of my subconscious because it is connected to a very dark place in my life. I had to make a decision to terminate a pregnancy and after feeling that I failed everything, being a great mother was not one of failures. I did not want to make this decision, and definitely not alone. Why did this happen, I still don’t know and was not at a place where I wanted to deal with it. This is my truth and I am willing to share this only because there is someone who will read this and know that there is light on the other end of the tunnel. I finally reached the other end of this matter. I went to the doctor and found that my tubes could not be fixed and I need them to be removed. There was some pain in making this decision and it was a life long process. Today I sit and know that this is the best decision for my health and overall well-being. I am standing strong to address what I need in order to be the best that I can be. I am doing this to take my health back into my hands and get back in a better place of mind. I am doing this because my children deserve the best me and for this I am grateful that this is a new place and now to know that surgery is the only fix has helped me to see that it is the time I need to start anew. No more worries about this part of my health that has had my mind in a world-wind! I am taking over and this is my new start to a journey of health and well-being,

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